Hi tumblers (that really read my posts here).
Has been a while since I don’t write, just reblog and stuff.
Also, has been a very LONG while since Sion (my boyfriend) and I don’t play D/s anymore.
As I stated before here, He discovered his cuckold side and we gave it a chance to grow inside our fetish hearts. So we became switchers.
The thing is that I never left my submissive side and that was one day at my last “hiatus” that we talked. He knew that I still like being a sub inside of the women that also like “cheating” and dominating him in our plays.
But I must say I’ve changed too.
Not that I like to cheat, but seeing Sion’s pretty face when He cums, to the sound of me saying what another guy is going to do with my body, its pure pleasure. Of course we never did it for REAL.
And then He had an idea: He’ll dominate me, train me to be a whore and help me to have sex with other men. That was the way He found to make me a sub and at the same time go along with the cuckoldry.
I’m totally ok and happy with this and a little ashamed actually. More than never now that happened that we “found” a potential man for me.
It isn’t someone we don’t know. The guy is our friend and the talk happened couple days ago. To be sincere, I don’t think this is going to happen; despite the guy (I’ll name he C.) gave us some indirect that he’d like to do it.
I said everything I needed to say for my love after that happening. My feelings are confused, I want to do that as Sion also want, but I don’t want to hurt him. We played, never thinking about how could this happen and there’s a lot passing through my head. There are fear and ecstasy at the same time and I don’t know what’s about to come.